It's a cold morning today, but I woke up feeling good. My muscles are a little sore, but that's ok, because they're telling me they've been tired out and now they're fixing themselves. This is good.

Ben and I went to my parents house last night to get some of my stuff. That's going to be a challenge. Going through all of my crap so I don't leave a bunch of unneecessary things with the rents. I'm so glad they like Benjamin and the idea that we're married now because it would probably have killed me the last couple months if they had any problems with him.

He's been my tower of strength since I got sick. I don't know how he does it. I really don't. BUT hey-- I don't need to know I suppose. I'm just blessed and I shouldn't question it.

SO we took a bunch of clothes and framed pictures and candles and cosmetic stuff from the house so that's what I get to do today, go through everything we just brought over and organize it accordingly. We already have so much stuff here that a lot of the things in my room are of no use to me at all. Which sucks, because I'd really like to put up a bookshelf that I redid, maybe repaint one of them again and put it in our office or something.
Speaking of which I really need to sit down with Ben and clean out. There are so many things we need to sell or take to the dump or something. Like, good stuf, antique dressers and such. I just don't know what we're going to do with it.

We're going down to so cal next weekend to visit Ben's brother, I'm really excited to go. Hang out with Steven, take some pictures of the guys together, take some pictures on the way home, stuff like that.

I'll be going back to work the day after we get back. AHHHH.... work. It'll be nice to get back into a groove. I'll be able to go to the office, and then to the gym, get myself back in order... I need to workout so badly. My muscles are absolutely shot. Like, I can grab my leg, and instead of the amazing calves that I had before, it's all kinda squishy fat and tissue. That's what happens when you lie on couch for 2 months and move only when you need water, or you need to throw up. YUCK.

Luckily, this whole thing has left me much smaller, and I'll be able to start with a smaller frame and work my way down from there. Yep. I'll be kickin by the time summer rolls around. Camping, hiking, biking. Yes, kids it's going to be a great summer.

Well, it'sabout 8 now, and I'm going to have a pretty big task ahead of me, as far as my chores I've laid out for the day. The sun should be shining at full strength pretty soon, and I LOOOOOVE morning warm sunshine on chilly days.

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